The beginning

in the beginning there are dreams, hopes... in innocence we bare it all.. "i want to be an engineer, coz i like to build.." ..blah blah.. nothing seems wrong when you are young, shy yes.. but there is pretty much nothing to be afraid of..

as you grow older everything gets stashed away in your big ali baba bag, as the truth about the world grows on you, some dreams change, some unattainable, some formed..

k, thats 2 long sentences of crap..

right now i tink: maybe publish an aj book, yea right about what? my life.. and expose the private lives of those around me.. anyway i do suck at writing. Wonder why i started a blog at all.. actually i do, coz of my shoe dream, but that will come later..

read my old online journal, blurty actually from 2 yrs ago.. kinda embarassed by what i wrote then, wonder how i would feel when i read this 2 years from now.. hmm..

anyway about my shoe dream, this blog is actually formed to see if i could actually earn a little from some shoes i draw on... Oh no, dun let them know u actually draw on the shoes and sell them? .. i dont really give a fuck, coz i believe in honesty, true the working world doesnt work like this, but im already pissed enough by how society works i guess i shouldnt add on. So yah, i draw on shoes n hope to sell them.. stupid? well, i'd try to get some pics up soon enough..

k la, enough crappin done. adios