My World
I live in a wierd world,
not of parallel lines or grids,
not of perspective or rationale
my world contradicts.
What i realised in recent months
is that people around me,
at least by what i judge,
jump to judging using a negative viewpoint first
(than again, does that make me guilty?)
2 main events,
my previous tempolary job,
and my "phone-date"
My job:
some job where staff are associated with something...
something not widely accepted by the mainstream,
leading to subtle ridicule, fun poking,
with the main "why??"
making me almost unsure if i want to let people know.
But i can be almost sure,
that it would be followed by
their questions of my perks from the job
somehow quite known,
which lends a balance to their initial negativity.
My "phone-date":
Right now the one i call dear,
the one i talk to almost everyday.
The one who knows what i'm doing
almost every moment.
The one who wakes me up,
and somehow knows if i didnt get up after that.
The one whom i know somehow feels what i feel,
and that ..
sometimes consoles individuals in this lonely place
The one who causes my eyes to twinkle,
a smile on my face,
with a simple sms.
my "phone-date",
has been a phone-date since 02 April
thats 4 months and 25 days
At first my friends thought i was crazy
told me to stop wasting time
(some still do...)
but i guess the time span
has even made the critic in me look in awe
the "Huh?"s and "Why?"s
have died down.
Maybe they have given up,
thinking and maybe knowing
that it has become more than a phone-date.
Scepticism has morphed into curiosity,
curious to see what would turn out
of this fairytale-like-story
in modern time,
not history.
This time span of not meeting
has been much longer than what i think,
most people would actually anticipate.
I think in the time that i have not met you...
people could have actually
just got to know each other,
got attached,
and subsequently broken off...
and i still haven't met you!
My life contradicts,
but i did find some parallelity in a movie,
Lakehouse
and heres a poem in the show,
in which he manage to note down word for word..
"It couldn't be two hearts so open,
no two tastes so similar,
no feeling so unison."
not of parallel lines or grids,
not of perspective or rationale
my world contradicts.
What i realised in recent months
is that people around me,
at least by what i judge,
jump to judging using a negative viewpoint first
(than again, does that make me guilty?)
2 main events,
my previous tempolary job,
and my "phone-date"
My job:
some job where staff are associated with something...
something not widely accepted by the mainstream,
leading to subtle ridicule, fun poking,
with the main "why??"
making me almost unsure if i want to let people know.
But i can be almost sure,
that it would be followed by
their questions of my perks from the job
somehow quite known,
which lends a balance to their initial negativity.
My "phone-date":
Right now the one i call dear,
the one i talk to almost everyday.
The one who knows what i'm doing
almost every moment.
The one who wakes me up,
and somehow knows if i didnt get up after that.
The one whom i know somehow feels what i feel,
and that ..
sometimes consoles individuals in this lonely place
The one who causes my eyes to twinkle,
a smile on my face,
with a simple sms.
my "phone-date",
has been a phone-date since 02 April
thats 4 months and 25 days
At first my friends thought i was crazy
told me to stop wasting time
(some still do...)
but i guess the time span
has even made the critic in me look in awe
the "Huh?"s and "Why?"s
have died down.
Maybe they have given up,
thinking and maybe knowing
that it has become more than a phone-date.
Scepticism has morphed into curiosity,
curious to see what would turn out
of this fairytale-like-story
in modern time,
not history.
This time span of not meeting
has been much longer than what i think,
most people would actually anticipate.
I think in the time that i have not met you...
people could have actually
just got to know each other,
got attached,
and subsequently broken off...
and i still haven't met you!
My life contradicts,
but i did find some parallelity in a movie,
Lakehouse
and heres a poem in the show,
in which he manage to note down word for word..
"It couldn't be two hearts so open,
no two tastes so similar,
no feeling so unison."
posted by ray at 10:16 AM
3 Comments:
oh i so love the way you write. hahaha.
wow ray...u better copyright ur work or i'll just copy and paste wad u wrote haha...i like ur writing style also...cool!! not like mine..just plain cheem and gives ppl a headache reading it..
i guess i was one of those who recognized the perks u had at ur job. If u were ever offended by me, I want to take this chance to apologise to u.
bert
thanx for the compliments, would b very much encouraged to write more but i am so busy!! School work drowning me.. haha
aniway bert, was nvr offended by anithing.. i quite forgetful one plus aniway im not easily offended.
owell.. thanx again,
ray
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