sorry
before i start
i would first apologise
for i never seem to get it right
dont i
im always wrong
so i shall apologise before i start
i stare during the day
but it attacks only during the night
the painful tears beneath the suface
that hurts so bad
and a tear that follows
the path of the previous one
before it has even dried...
i just dont get it
of the facts of life
im just a little boy
so imbecilic
whiny
nobody deserves my thoughts
nobody deserves to hear
im all alone in this little world
of that
even of people
i fear
the waves seem to come and go
bringing peace and happiness
before washing away
leaving barreness
each time it seems worst and worst
or have i gotten dependent
or have i forgotten
of life which i have learnt is never fair
im just a mean guy myself
i wouldnt deny what a bastard i've been
and so i deserve the deep shit im in
it just doesnt seem a little right
nor a little fair
any controversy would be too much to bear
so should i reside in a little hole
in solitude
away from every Tom, Dick and Joe
i have no idea why
i have no idea when
when things will start to get better again
i would first apologise
for i never seem to get it right
dont i
im always wrong
so i shall apologise before i start
i stare during the day
but it attacks only during the night
the painful tears beneath the suface
that hurts so bad
and a tear that follows
the path of the previous one
before it has even dried...
i just dont get it
of the facts of life
im just a little boy
so imbecilic
whiny
nobody deserves my thoughts
nobody deserves to hear
im all alone in this little world
of that
even of people
i fear
the waves seem to come and go
bringing peace and happiness
before washing away
leaving barreness
each time it seems worst and worst
or have i gotten dependent
or have i forgotten
of life which i have learnt is never fair
im just a mean guy myself
i wouldnt deny what a bastard i've been
and so i deserve the deep shit im in
it just doesnt seem a little right
nor a little fair
any controversy would be too much to bear
so should i reside in a little hole
in solitude
away from every Tom, Dick and Joe
i have no idea why
i have no idea when
when things will start to get better again
posted by ray at 3:25 AM
4 Comments:
Hey, each encounter u faced is an experience learnt ok? Bear the lessons in mind and mature from them. =)
i'd still like to hold on to the tiger lily.
hihi
i just tumbled onto your blog.. *notices the lack of light in the blogspace* cheer up your writing should reflect your smile :)
nick
it's just the Christmas end of year cold weather, i'm a loser if i don't have a partner, feelingthat you're experiencing. I've felt it for two Christmases already and it don't get better.
Just remember that Life's just a cycle of ups and downs, and you will find happiness. :)
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