wake

it sux when
u fear waking up
the dreaded end of bliss
when everything sinks in
and it hurts

every inch
every corner
breathes of pain
inexplicable
excruciating
numb

the eyes that welled up before
fail on u
that intolerable build up
fails to release
it doesnt end

a wave of dizzyness
the closing of eyes
doesnt end the nightmare

it hurts so bad
and yet
its something thats just so...
uneventful for u

it doesnt mean a thing

why does it mean so much
to me?

=(