funny

where was i
when u held that tiger lily
waiting

what was i
when that tiger lily started wilting
what was i?

when was it
that that fateful night
just a simple car ride
seemed to shine way beyond any light

what was i
to turn away every knocking opportunity
over and over
where was i

what did i?
that night at the airport
that unforgettable NYE countdown
what did i
do?

how was i
to feel when i found out
the lily was no longer there

how was i
to react
why did i?

then i realised my folly
all along it was about i
it wasnt about u

i miss u

but its too late,
because i'm no longer the same i in u.