Welcome to my life

its interesting how songs which relate to life interest you. Thats how boybands sell their love songs to bubble gum teenage girls, or how britney or kylie is a fav. amongst the majority of ajs (huh?) .. but aniway was gyming when this song caught my attention .. heard it numerous times but its not always i pay attention to the lyrics.. untill now..

think its abit like horoscopes, giving something general yet seemingly deep in which some parts fall into place flawlessly and it seems.. "its so me?" haha..

ok enough of mindless chatter,

hows me? hmm.. once again im faced with the mental conflict of what to reveal. Just like i think i shouldnt have revealed so much about why i now dun enjoy the song "karma" by alecia keys or "rich gal" .. not that it matters aniway, posts have been deleted..

now i think there is this chinese hit playing every now and then, with the words "dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui?" (when you are lonely, who comes to your mind?) and every now and then i ask myself instantaneously who do i think of... I think of leonard, then roy, then my angel somehow fits in somewhere...

then sometimes i tink of benson, edison, and some other guys who have been more den juz someone in my life.. sometimes i remind myself leonard is historically a mistake, roy . . requires an effort i have yet to muster.. someone i still treasure and seriously miss.. but ya..
then currently my angel.. you are in my tots but .. i .. cant put down to words whats on my mind..

life, currently okay.. cleared my cupboards of items accumulated over the years and making my room much more pleasant, even behind the doors... hehe.. yesterday one angel fish died, i seriously wonder why, if ani more fishes die... i wonder what is wrong =(
thinking of changing the colours in my room (again?) haha.. and was considering changing the old CD / cassatte / fm player in my room with an mp3/fm player + altec lansing speakers (there was an IT fair at suntec!) .. much more minimalist n modern.. plus its mp3... and much better bass .. but.. decided not to..

my mind is light, but it is still laden with a plumbline, lugged onto a leaded weight. I keep my eyes bright, i hope to show the ray(s?), i hope for life to be as bright..