today is wednesday

read some blogs.. 2 actually, edisons n angel's.. ok, attempted to read. layout and presentation is real nice n cool (have no idea how to get that done.. but.. ) ...its so hard to read! Maybe im too old (haha.. omg..) or maybe its just something from a different generation..

today i realise stuff.. (den again, i always think i do all the time)..
i realised im becoming more aj (did i juz say omg juz now... omg... ((oops)) ... ...) haha.. gone r the days when people felt i was str8 actin.. hmm.. maybe i should go back to those days.. damn it would be real hard work... but no harm trying.. for a better me =)

i realised that maybe im falling in luv again.. .. but is it once again without understanding the person well enough, or knowing that there is a strong bond or common topics or interests? den again does it really matter, den again.. why am i asking so many questions once again.

i pondered over the tot that, if i like someone real attractive, or perfect in some way, i get jealous and sometimes start to compare... but if i like someone unattractive, i am unsatisfied.. hmm.. i wonder i ponder..

today i cleared up my room (2nd day and im done) .. yay!!! so cool now my room, n cupboards... next up, maybe the altec lansing speakers ($255) and an mp3 player (KIV)... =)